it takes courage to commit suicide


it takes even more courage to live on
for those people who aimlessly live on
passing each day like other people who have aim
being a lifeless shit
some go on a journey for soul searching
while some
find ways, to find the reason the live on

my reason to live on has been strip by this society
and i find it NO reason to find another reason to live on
should i bring up all my courage
to face this corrupted, man eat man society

or should i just face reality
that i should be one of them

death is not an option

headache

ok i should stop be partial

concert

okie i went to energy and lollipop 棒棒糖 concert
energy is better then before despite some memeber changed, but they are still good
their dance improved and i was really attracted to their dancing
and yea 书伟 pants torn the sound everyone heard it :P
everyone is basically laughing till stomach pain la
energy did real good job getting people HIGH and into the concert

and yea thks to 棒棒糖 taking 3 min to ruin everything :)
no offence, its just my personal comment
they tried to copy japanese johnny's junior but they FAIL miserably
not that i don't like their song, its just i hate them like acting
damn fake la

and yea it only take 5 min and like half the crowd left lor
i left together with the crowd :O

really..?

i realise.. she was more important then anything else..

i am willing to give up my sleep
i am willing to give up my online game
i am willing to give up my laptop
i am willing to give up anything

oh esther <3









































ok thats crap -.-
i was so happily sleeping today because i decided to skip school hehehehe!
and what! esther woke me up and bug me for laptop because she didn't bring hers =.=
and wtf i actually gave in.. like wtf!? because i had plans @ CCK too :P melty blood!!!
so yea all i have to do is just another 10 min of travel to woodland to pass her mylaptop and since i am not using why lend it to my cute sister overthere so yea

fuck man i am SERIOUSLY hooked to melty blood
i just can't stop!!
and yea! i completed arcana heart too! and not once but trice!!!
W00TZ for fighting games <3

and yea the above one is definately a joke ._.

jian should die now

_l_ go die

blog post forward from april ; ;

Write 10 things about urself and pass it on to other people
utterly lazy person

interested only with things that interest me

cannot go staving :)

act like an animal in agony

good at smokescreen for RP lesson(?) quite alot of people told me this

living like a gamer but not a gamer

always poor

always regret for whatever i have said (and i am regreting making this post)

fa and ugly

rich imagination


ok this will end here D= lets hope no one else get frame more x)

lifeless lifeless lifeless lifeless

omgwtfbbq

went to dhoby ghoat zone x..
saw this game
"melty blood"
sound familiar.. so i went to take a look
zomg type moon game! <3 <3 <3
and i realise theres one at lot one too
i gonna camp at lot one =D

lifeless shit

i guess thats how lifeless i can be now =/
maat cap! here i come

past sins

its haunting me everyday, for everything i have done, causing so much trouble
messing up peoples life, creating chaos

its haunting me, torturing me

but i deserve it

cowardice =D

blame everyone but yourself

happy birthday jian >.>

get ready to get all that punches from me XD

red alert 3 please!
portal please!

dave pass me halo, i played in class for 30 min

and

motion sickness
i almost die on the spot..

anyway grade aren't too good this few week.. i think i should start to go for grades again
so many B's -.-

finally got back my psp :) alot scratchs (damnit to my bro)
but yea psp <3

one last thing XD taking order from people to buy stuff from malaysia
tell me what u want i ****MIGHT**** be able to buy it for you so yea :P

um i am getting back to my rotting life!
<3 rotting
join me people

horridays conclusion

rot rot rot and rot

finally holidays over eh?
so many happen :/
in just one week,

all well that goes end well i guess? =D

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went to meet Yan first break out today, and saw wahid! "hi wahid!"
soon after he left, i met april! "hi april!"
when april is going off "hi dave!"
then "hi sufian!"
then then
"hi alicia! hi aaron!"

o_O such a trip






um
i want back my horridays
i want to rot more

science sux
faci sux
grade sux