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thought of the day: how lifeless can a person be?


when he stop breathing :/

music


Friday, December 12, 2008

successful shit


congrats on being the lifeless shit now
thanks: noobie ls, fortuna ls, fabulous ls
special thks: Kaouri, Scoppie Larken, Mudneck,pandoraa, pacent for exping and hunting testi
moral support: friend list
guide: Pandoraa,kaouri
credits : i me and myself =/
title in game: ultimate champion of the world
title in real life : ultimate lifeless shit of the world

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

tagged -.-

thks to april tagging me again ah
so 20 question =.=

1) who's the person that tagged you?
april lim han yi! i think i didn't spell wrong :D

2) Relationship between u & her?
erm, ex-classmate, once my daughter?
time for check up (*'-')c

3) Three impressions of this person...
ok.. sorry april :X
1. gothic 2. cat 3. heavy sleeper >.>

4)If she becomes your enemies, you will?
BBQ a cat infront of her :D

5)What will you say to the person you like very much?
"hey bed is calling us ('-')v lets go"

6) Characteristic i like about myself?
nothing <.<>.> yea same as april

8) For the person whom you hate, you say?
rawr!

9) What do people feel about you?
how do i know? kel say helpful dave say no :(

***** edit on the question *****
Dav says:Okay socially, I think you're fine!
Dav says:And you're friendly as well, you're easy to get along with.
Dav says:But- I find that sometimes you -make- yourself stubborn.
Dav says:Like for example, you may be stubborn, true, but sometimes you force that stubbornness to rise
Dav says:Like you don't have to be, but you just want it out

10)Your crush?
why bother?

Pass this to 10 people.. cannot tag back (T_T)

jian
esther
evon
dave
yan
zif
alicia
clara
bennie ( not from RP or BMC one hor)
wei liang

11) If 5 & 7 were together? (Yan and Alicia)
god <.<; no way 12) Who does 5 like? HAHAHAHAHAHA she is in the list as well :P 13) What colour does 9 like? pink, he's a gay 14) Say something about 8. don't make me wait always -.- please! 15)Who is 2? Esther. >.> my OLDER sister

16) Talk about 3
evonchoo <.<

17) Who is 10's best friend?
who cares? i mean erm, monica?

18) Who's the sexiest among all 10?
dave, his white hair is sexy dude

19) Is 4 single?
who cares? bride me and i will will tell you who

20) Your relationship with 1.
friends.. more like brother

21) Are 5 & 6 best friends?
O_O i don't know

22) 9's surname?
Tan

23) 7's nickname?
20 year's to eat

24) Say something to 8.
yea don't let me wait ; ;v its getting from bad to worst

25) Say something to help 9.
can't help :P just go bang wall

26) Who do i admire?
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
none sorry :p

27) Where do 1 live?
bukit batok street 52 blk 2* #0*-02 singapore 6**2*4 Guilin view :P
personal infomation though

28)Does the 10 of them, know who you like?
some use to. but none now

29) Say something to 6 when you see him/her.
dota..?

30) 10's spouse?
ok sorry my english fail i don't know what's these :P

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

even though history and memories is important to everyone
but what really matters is now and future
rest are just illusionary

Monday, November 24, 2008

it takes courage to commit suicide


it takes even more courage to live on
for those people who aimlessly live on
passing each day like other people who have aim
being a lifeless shit
some go on a journey for soul searching
while some
find ways, to find the reason the live on

my reason to live on has been strip by this society
and i find it NO reason to find another reason to live on
should i bring up all my courage
to face this corrupted, man eat man society

or should i just face reality
that i should be one of them

death is not an option

headache

ok i should stop be partial

Saturday, November 22, 2008

concert

okie i went to energy and lollipop 棒棒糖 concert
energy is better then before despite some memeber changed, but they are still good
their dance improved and i was really attracted to their dancing
and yea 书伟 pants torn the sound everyone heard it :P
everyone is basically laughing till stomach pain la
energy did real good job getting people HIGH and into the concert

and yea thks to 棒棒糖 taking 3 min to ruin everything :)
no offence, its just my personal comment
they tried to copy japanese johnny's junior but they FAIL miserably
not that i don't like their song, its just i hate them like acting
damn fake la

and yea it only take 5 min and like half the crowd left lor
i left together with the crowd :O

Friday, November 21, 2008

really..?

i realise.. she was more important then anything else..

i am willing to give up my sleep
i am willing to give up my online game
i am willing to give up my laptop
i am willing to give up anything

oh esther <3









































ok thats crap -.-
i was so happily sleeping today because i decided to skip school hehehehe!
and what! esther woke me up and bug me for laptop because she didn't bring hers =.=
and wtf i actually gave in.. like wtf!? because i had plans @ CCK too :P melty blood!!!
so yea all i have to do is just another 10 min of travel to woodland to pass her mylaptop and since i am not using why lend it to my cute sister overthere so yea

fuck man i am SERIOUSLY hooked to melty blood
i just can't stop!!
and yea! i completed arcana heart too! and not once but trice!!!
W00TZ for fighting games <3

and yea the above one is definately a joke ._.

Thursday, November 20, 2008

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

blog post forward from april ; ;

Write 10 things about urself and pass it on to other people
utterly lazy person

interested only with things that interest me

cannot go staving :)

act like an animal in agony

good at smokescreen for RP lesson(?) quite alot of people told me this

living like a gamer but not a gamer

always poor

always regret for whatever i have said (and i am regreting making this post)

fa and ugly

rich imagination


ok this will end here D= lets hope no one else get frame more x)

Sunday, November 16, 2008

lifeless lifeless lifeless lifeless

Friday, November 14, 2008

omgwtfbbq

went to dhoby ghoat zone x..
saw this game
"melty blood"
sound familiar.. so i went to take a look
zomg type moon game! <3 <3 <3
and i realise theres one at lot one too
i gonna camp at lot one =D

Monday, November 10, 2008

lifeless shit




i guess thats how lifeless i can be now =/
maat cap! here i come

Thursday, November 6, 2008

past sins

its haunting me everyday, for everything i have done, causing so much trouble
messing up peoples life, creating chaos

its haunting me, torturing me

but i deserve it

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

cowardice =D

blame everyone but yourself

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

happy birthday jian >.>

get ready to get all that punches from me XD
red alert 3 please!
portal please!

dave pass me halo, i played in class for 30 min

and

motion sickness
i almost die on the spot..

anyway grade aren't too good this few week.. i think i should start to go for grades again
so many B's -.-

finally got back my psp :) alot scratchs (damnit to my bro)
but yea psp <3

one last thing XD taking order from people to buy stuff from malaysia
tell me what u want i ****MIGHT**** be able to buy it for you so yea :P

Monday, November 3, 2008

um i am getting back to my rotting life!
<3 rotting
join me people

Sunday, November 2, 2008

horridays conclusion

rot rot rot and rot

finally holidays over eh?
so many happen :/
in just one week,

all well that goes end well i guess? =D

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went to meet Yan first break out today, and saw wahid! "hi wahid!"
soon after he left, i met april! "hi april!"
when april is going off "hi dave!"
then "hi sufian!"
then then
"hi alicia! hi aaron!"

o_O such a trip






um
i want back my horridays
i want to rot more

science sux
faci sux
grade sux

Thursday, October 30, 2008

here i go again, malaysia

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

yuri's revenge

damnit i am so tempting to plat red alert 3 Now
thks to dave

holiday is never fun
because
1) i am stareing at pc more then i am in RP
2) holiday meaning i am broke as well

this holiday not fun too
1) O lvl for alot of people -.-
2) its only 1 week
3) i am not only broke this time, i am on negative side
4) dota is getting boring

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

hehehe

red alert 2 yuri's revenge!!!!!!!!!!
i am going out to meet dave to play now

XD

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ok this is stupid, i met dave, ate and OMG! we don't have a place to play!!
library is dumb! no table chair! nvm.. No POWER point for us to use! DUMB!

so we decided to come my house club house to play
and omg! all room booked! other then KTV room
so we played in KTV room! jian joined us, initially we *were* suppose to play yuri's revenge,
and what happen? we are both using the same CD key so can't play lan! west wood! go die will ya?
so yea we played enfo, and we found our 4th enfo play! jian! yea finally full enfo team =_=

p.s dave made me walk from my house, to bukit batok mrt, take mrt to bukit gombak, then walk home! best ain't he :P

Monday, October 27, 2008

went in malaysia for 3 days i am back finally -.-

did nothing but crap =D
watched movie
tropic thunder - trust me =_= watch it but not suitable for the young due to tom cruise language :P
mama mia - if i were to rate this movie, it would be 11/10, watch it!

cyborg she - not bad i guess >.>

i came across this phrase somewhere, i think that its true,

喜欢的反字不是讨厌, 而是不关心

damnit, so true but well,

went shopping a little?
and went to lan shop too?
and eat lotsa food?
and grow lotsa fats?

yea i guess =/

Friday, October 24, 2008

happy hoilday x)

although its only for a week, but we still have to celebrate for such holiday! like how?
me and dave fridat after classes, we went to library to play red alert 2, warcraft ladder and enfo
till library close :X
great celebration isn't it?
going in to malaysia~ tata

Thursday, October 23, 2008

what is plagiarism?

basically
is
alt C + alt V :)
its copying others, without giving credits XD, or saying that your came up with this

communication lesson never bore me out like other module do XD

i am so engross in playing ff7 XD in class these days
saw chris at mrt station and guess what he say?
"you are getting lazier each day"
what to do x)? these module is really boring since i know everything!
ok thats bullshitting but yea it's boring yo







"There is no happiness in this world, there can't be any"
"all it takes to destroy this world now is 100 person pushing 1 button each"
" the more CHAOS it is, the better my life will be"
"chai is nothing but bullshit"

Wednesday, October 22, 2008



wrestling round 1 - ding ding ding

we have kelson 陈敬伦 doing waltz of jerico! on aaron!

this happen during their judo training =_=

conclusion

judo = wrestling..
maybe i can join :P


okie i enjoy when they are training :X
me and dave was playing endo team survival and alicia was playing DS mario kart
she keep fly of nitendo DS! XD
ok i really enjoyed playing enfo XD its been quite awhile i last enjoyed game like this

i need to dota =_= i shall raid zif class soon again XD

oh yea, dave sent me red alert 2
long live dave! long live white hair!
i actually rushed my UT today to play Red alert 2 XD

we were suppose to study for cognitive, but end up he transfering file to me, and we ate and i am like "wa its already 9! i can't believe it?"

lastly! i love cog UT1 question 9, i truly love paradox
we live in a world of paradox, trying our best to solve
but
in my opinion,
isn't it better if the world fall under confusion and chaos?

uh uh uh

testing one 2 三 よん V
okie
i am back <3